Numb

I almost wasn't going to do this. I got up this morning. I knew exactly what day it was. As the morning went on and I looked at the clock, I remember back to exactly what I was doing at that exact time 6 years before, but I was numb. I didn't have the emotions that I did that day. I didn't have the sadness in my heart that I did that day and then I saw this over at Burgs place. That brought back my emotions. It reminded me of what a horrific tragedy happened on this day. Not that I had really forgotten, but I am more like numbed by all the media coverage. For me, all of the sensationalism of the press makes it feel unreal. Like it didn't really happen. Like it was a movie.